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Post by Dougie on Jan 4, 2009 19:13:24 GMT
Dougie was kind of sad when she let go of his hand. He actually didn't want her to, he liked her. He didn't know why he was falling for her so fast, but it might have been because they had so much in common. He couldn't stop smiling either. "I guess it's only fair, since you told me about your family." He said nodding to her question. He stood up and starting walking with her. "Well my dad left my mom once he found out she was pregnant with me. I've seen him once since, I don't know anything about him at all. My mom found another guy but he left after my sister was born." He said looking at the ground and kicking a rock. He looked back up at her then. "After that my mom sort of gave up on...life. She started drinking and just sat there drinking and watching TV. So I took over. I got a job, provided for the two of them. Dropped out of school when I was fourteen to take care of them actually. I never did graduate high school." He shrugged and looked at her.
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Post by ~*Dill*~ on Jan 4, 2009 19:21:48 GMT
Dylan got up and walked beside him. Listening to him talk nodded once in a while. She didnt know why he thought she had it worse but maybe she'd find out some day. Dylan shook her head. "wow" dill mummbled. Her eyes looked at the rock he kicked. "Im sorry" she looked down at his hand and twined her fingers through his. "doug....wow" was all she could get out of her mouth.
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Post by Dougie on Jan 4, 2009 19:28:33 GMT
Dougie sighed and looked at her. He smiled slightly at her, he was slightly embarrassed by his past for some reason. She was the first person he'd told about his past in a long time. He shrugged at her apology though. "It's ok. I mean it's not like there was anything you could do. There wasn't anything I could really do." He sighed. Some people just didn't like to take responsibility for their actions. His dad still wanted nothing to do with him. He smiled when she started holding his hand, but he didn't say thing about it.
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Post by ~*Dill*~ on Jan 4, 2009 19:38:01 GMT
Dylan held his hand and looked at him. "Again their lose...........but the things you did for them, i dont think i could've done that" She thought about going back for her sisters but couldnt accually picture herself doing that. "I know that's selfish but they didnt do anything to help me" she looked to the ground. "But you are very brave" she told him.
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Post by Dougie on Jan 4, 2009 19:45:03 GMT
Dougie nodded. "Yeah it is. Because it just means they'll never see what I do with my life. They'll never see how I changed." He said shrugging. He felt bad about all of it and at times he felt responsible for it but he knew he wasn't. He looked at her. "I felt like I had to. I mean my sister had no father and a mother who could care less about her. I had to help at least her somehow." He said, it was the truth. "I know what you mean though, at first I didn't want to help, I first I just got so angry because my mom should have been taking care of us, not me. But I...it all changed then." He said sighing and smiling at her. "I'm not really that brave. I mean I couldn't even tell my father how bad he screwed up. I was too afraid to tell him any of that."
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Post by ~*Dill*~ on Jan 4, 2009 19:54:42 GMT
Dylan sighed she really felt bad for him. Having to grow up so fast, at least she had her childhood unlike him. "Yeah i understand" Dill told him. She looked at the ground again as he finished. Dylan looked up at him when he said that he wasnt that brave. "But you are in a way i mean you got this far" she sqweezed his hand lightly. "Thats too bad....they don't know what their missing" she blushed lightly at what she said looked up at him
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Post by Dougie on Jan 4, 2009 19:58:56 GMT
Dougie nodded slightly. He didn't love his past, but it wasn't like he hated it either. He thought for a moment. "Maybe we should find a more happy topic." He said laughing slightly. He thought about what she said. "Yeah I guess you're right though." He said smiling at her and squeezing her hand back lightly. "Well your family doesn't know what they're missing either." He said smiling at her and also blushing slightly.
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Post by ~*Dill*~ on Jan 4, 2009 20:10:42 GMT
Dylan nodded. "Yeah happier" she said. She thought for a momment what could they talk about. Dylan looked up at him and quickly looked away at the next thing he said. "Thanks" she blushed. "Now a happier subject how bout doug falling down a hill" she saw the hill on dougie's side.
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Post by Dougie on Jan 4, 2009 20:14:04 GMT
Dougie smiled and nodded as well. Happier was better, it sucked to be sad and talk about sad things. He liked happier subjects. He looked at her confused when she said about him falling down a hill. "What?" He asked confused, he laughed though. He wasn't sure what she meant, he hadn't seen the hill.
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Post by ~*Dill*~ on Jan 4, 2009 20:18:10 GMT
"I said dougie falling down a hill" she laughed out. Then she pushed him hoping to get him off blance so that he would tumble.
Occ: sorry its short i cant really write more till he falls <3
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Post by Dougie on Jan 4, 2009 20:22:48 GMT
Dougie wasn't ready for the push and it caught him off guard. He lost his balance and started tumbling down the hill. Although he had enough sense to grab her hand again and pull her with him. He was laughing as he rolled, although it kind of shocked him at first. He hadn't expected it and didn't know the hill was there.
Occ: that's ok..i understand completely
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Post by ~*Dill*~ on Jan 4, 2009 20:29:31 GMT
Dylan laughed but wasnt ready for him to pull her down with her. She laughed the whole way down. When they stoped rolling she was beside him. "Now you understand dougie down a hill"she laughed lying on her back looking up at the sky. "i cant remember the last time i laughed this much.....thanks" she looked over at him with big grey eyes.
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Post by Dougie on Jan 4, 2009 20:35:01 GMT
Dougie laughed and when they stopped looked up at the sky, trying to catch his breath, because he'd been laughing so hard. "Now I understand. But you didn't say anything about Dylan down a hill." He said joking. Dougie looked at her, his bright blue eyes shining slightly in the sunlight. "No problem. I don't really remember the last time I laughed this much either. So thank you." He said looking at her and smiling. He thought she was so beautiful and he actually had a thought about kissing her but he had only known her for a short time so he didn't want to risk it.
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Post by ~*Dill*~ on Jan 4, 2009 20:46:50 GMT
Dylan was still laughing when he spoke. She stoped to catch her breath. She turned on her side to look at him. "Well Dylan down the hill wasn't in the plan but im glad it happened" she smiled. She felt like she could stare at him. He was perfect in her eyes, you would never belive he had such a bad past. He was also strong emotionaly. "No problem" she said before she started laughing again. She reached out and pulled a leaf out of his bangs.
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Post by Dougie on Jan 4, 2009 20:52:10 GMT
Dougie turned on his side then as well so he could face her better. "Good cause I'm glad it happened too. I don't want to be down here alone." He said smiling at her. Dougie looked at her, he couldn't help but look at her, he was falling for her. He knew where this could lead if he fell to fast, but at the moment he didn't care, she was perfect. Dougie ran his hand through his hair quickly and started laughing again. He stopped after a moment and reached up to pull another leaf out of her hair that she had missed.
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